The Winter Escape
Awaken within the glimmering ice,
far from home,
sent away from you.
All that is known, held in suspension.
Freedom for you is my demise.
No assertion of my return.
Must survive wasteland plague,
frozen for all that I feel.
The weight of my heart, outgrows Ma’at’s feather.
Every mistake on the wheel
returned at once.
Still I must be brave.
comes crashing down.
Flames take our bedsheets,
pictures come down off walls.
Locked inside the bathroom
‘til the water seeps under the door.
Drown the years that won’t come back,
since it started to rain.
I leave with a pocket full of keepsakes
to keep the gods away.
Go to the land where
street lamps die –
is there any part of me worth saving there?
Just need to make it through this winter alive –
enough lives left to get to
Pacific Coast HWY.
Might find me a father out there
who whistles in the wind with a
good story to share
and knowledge of the stars placements.
Take me to get my palm read
that will rewrite my destiny.
What if I keep on trying to find you?
If I knew my maker I might even keep my promises.
No longer a subject seeking object.
Drink a bottle that takes me to the bottom
of the mysteries hidden
at the last page of the book.
A saxophone says it all as the sun sets.
I’ll sleep to the sound of an operator
inside America’s last phone booth.
Mourning names scratched in glass –
dead but immortal.
Dance in the little space we get
and lay your head beside me.
Rage to live in the light of our sun God,
prostrate and tan.
Sacraments given to the nameless,
flowers placed in the girl’s hair.
I become middle-age on the beach
where it still feels young.
Never asked to come back,
the gap left behind, forever sealed.
There is no back or behind…
It’s NOW, and the ocean tide coming in.
Sounds of children playing echoing from
miles away gives me peace.
Miles away… miles away…
where winter never comes.
|"Illuminor" drawing by Jeff Wolfe|
Dance and die here today,
under the light of your disgrace,
bitter at the taste left behind the door.
I fade in stature as others seem to grow.
Sleep illusive, where you could be
besides this creaky bed?
Hard work will make it to the sun.
Speak again to get fewer answers
and watch your eyes grow dead.
All the good I lived, like an old coat now,
disrobe, cry for you in the cruel rain –
empty streets are what I know.
Trickster spirits are the only ones to bargain with anymore.
Always the sucker,
left at a moment’s notice
without even a hint of perfume in the air.
Disappear into backgrounds
going the long way to nowhere.
Drink to being nameless once again
since you left.
Change my look to become unrecognized,
ghosts will dance tonight.
Give me another chance to write myself a history,
I’m better at two in the morning
after a few shots of thinking.
See me for what I used to be
and not the receding shore.
Perform one more dream
before I drift away,
climb the tree of sacrilege for nectar honey kiss.
From up there, your outlines
don’t hurt as much.
Burn an effigy for the gods to see,
damned to believe.
Swore to make it back before it was too late –
age taken my best.
Wondering vacant lots and fields
turned me quiet and everyone else mad.
My name no longer spoken in the house I used to haunt.
Better that I stay away.
Take enough logs to start a fire.
Flickering light in the night alone.
Ghosts led me in a slow dance.
They name me and never let me forget.
It’s a detour to get through,
to get past the past.
Body is free to go now,
off into any sea.
Save the eulogy,
for when I get back home,
wherever that may be.
Encounters Beyond Strange
Stool, long way down from naked Heaven,
in this Bengali bungalow.
Body fully chained,
weighted equally on all sides.
Fire under feet,
in between the toes.
Nobody wants me here,
but I can’t go home.
World of tone, in need of a new
Give me 999 years to shed
this desire off the bone.
Sink into dirt before I’ll get anywhere.
Always had a cruel father
with a Pisces mind,
in a house of cursed drawers.
Never let the light in,
the sun is my ocean,
if you let me drown
I’ll talk to the Sirens,
who sing no more.
|Drawing: Jeff Wolfe|
Sooner to the bottom the better.
The root behind the lies.
Ground of Being – endless well.
The host held responsible.
Fruits taken, skin over immortality.
Weathers in desert heat.
Man’s aggressive nature runs course
Dig our own graves
Unlike crystalline civilizations,
there’ll be nothing left of me.
May I live pure,
that a rose may grow
from my breast.
A cup of stardust to go,
seated upon a lotus petal.
Voyaging west to taste Delta blues –
nothing left to cry for,
deep in androgynous dreams.
Slept on Holy couch with
haunted by Bhoot.
Blood moon horizon,
Mountains of no end
in which Ages dissolve
and new patterns emerge.
Loud drums of chaos,
separation of wheat.
My friends clear-cut by beasts.
Sweat energy into ground,
food for the restless tides.
Arguments among elders and
watchers of time.
Children made mad when
parents play with thunder –
sent away with new games of sacrifice.
Differing families of gods
trade and barter – clairvoyance spreads
Men forgot to train men.
Grandfather rituals to prevent war.
Unpaid spirits stay away
The fall of the Mother temple
is not far.
It can be no other way.
Wander east on a purpose mission.
Seven excavators uncover
600-year-old texts –
written in the wild woods
of who knows.
Translation on which,
only 100 meditators know.
Disidentify with the arrow in my thigh
or pastures under fire.
What devours this moment
has no eternal register.
Speak well to guardians or be struck down.
Face the shadow dragon
with sword of light.
Pierce out dispassionately,
death-blow strikes within.
Monster protects as
I pray to meet him on a
Stars aligned, foolishness turned to grace.
Red eyed and fanged protector
lit a fire in my brain
to purify with terror.
Prescribed to burn off body’s supremacy.
Childlike entities put me to sleep.
Messages materialize over coffee,
my mishearing led to a damnable hex.
Long hours to dwell in
the abyss of forgetfulness.
Subject to insufferable Saklas babble.
Unearth the mirror well beneath dirt,
vibrations completely unknown.
Genetics mutilated by chthonic contact,
encounters beyond strange.
There’s nowhere to get back to.
Lucky me, I've made a 4th appearance on the great Occulture Podcast, this time to discuss the infamous Process Church of the Final Judgement. I'm very grateful once again to host Ryan Peverly for the rare opportunity. This was a fascinating discussion for me because I could ask questions directly to a former member, the very level-headed and thoughtful Edward Mason. I've spoken with some former members online but never over the phone. Also in tow was previous Secret Transmissions guest, the documentary filmmaker, Neil Edwards. It was great to hear from Neil as always, but the information from Edward really makes this special.
When finally receiving and viewing Neil's amazing documentary, Sympathy for the Devil?, I was captivated by Edwards recollections and renditions of old Process hymns. He has rarely spoken publicly about his experiences and I doubt he will again. He's a really interesting guy and I'd love a chance to speak more with him in regards to his development spiritually towards gnostic and hermetic occultism in his post-Process life.
Rather than dwell on the sensational conspiracies, we really got to go deep on the real content of interest to me, which is in the actual theology as devised by Robert DeGrimston and the inter-workings of a hierarchical mystery school of sorts. There is so much that is misunderstood about the Process, that quite frankly will never be understood by Internet creeps who will never allow themselves to honestly read the documents that place the doom and apocalyptic gloom into context.
Edward does a really good job of speaking to the irony that was in play that screams out as such to me as someone familiar with the artistic language of Dada and other Modernist art movements of the early 20th Century. If you look at Process magazines and art, you'll really begin to see how they were playing with absurdism, provocation and self-deprecation. They played the role of scary monster and giggled at the fright they caused. But that is just one facet of a complex community, that like all communities, dealt with internal contradictions.
|Collages from the Secret Transmissions Zine #3|
There were certainly many ethical failures and distasteful conduct that should prevent anyone from worshiping or idolizing this defunct cult. Their utopian mission failed, but it failed with spectacular bravado. The fact remains that their creative efforts were profoundly potent and continue to lure in generations of esoteric freaks. DeGrimston's critique of modern alienation and spiritual decay is perhaps more relevant now than ever. Like Gensis P-Orridge, I too feel that for whatever the man's failings, his writings have a fiery force to them that feels otherworldly inspired.
The style, graphics, and music they created holds together and has gone unmatched by other cults in my opinion. (The Heaven's Gate cult came close though.) Please give a listen and try to open your mind to the possibility that like so many other instances of witch hunts and Satanic panics, that the Process, though far from lily white, were perhaps victims of media hysteria and the bloodthirsty fantasy's of a public which thrives on titillation.
Definitely check out Neil's film as a starting point or companion to this podcast. It's really necessary as this conversation is really a bonus feature to that work. After that if you're still uncertain or insatiably curious, get a copy of Timothy Wyllie's excellent insider bio, LOVE SEX FEAR DEATH. But what you won't grasp or get from any of the aforementioned sources is the most critical piece of the puzzle, which are the actual writings and teachings of DeGrimston, which are scattered about but most accessible now on the new Virtual Chapter website. Without internalizing them, all judgements on surface level aspects and secondhand speculation is going to leave you with a incomplete and short-sighted perspective.
AS IT IS. SO BE IT.
This was the first work of author Richard Gavin's that I've delved into and was absolutely satisfied with the experience. This text resonated deeply with my own long standing obsessions with horror, the occult and folklore. Being under 100 pages, it reads easily but is so dense with concepts that I found myself contemplating the subject matter well after completion.
The best thing I can say about Gavin's writing is that it left me wanting to get out into some lonesome and eerie places in hopes of having something of the experiences contained in his book. I am intrigued by the breadth of different traditions and histories pulled together to tell his tale and how much more to the gallows there is then I had ever dreamed.
If you're a fan of weird fiction, dark folklore or occult I strongly suggest picking up a copy for yourself. The quality of the research and the artfully bound text make it more than worth your wild.
The questions that it conjured in me where many and for that I'm grateful to have been able to pose them directly to him while they were still so freshly in my mind.
|Richard Gavin, Author|
How did you first become interested in folklore and the occult?
For as long as I can remember I have had a rich and peculiar interior life. Along with the comforts and joys of a typical childhood, my early years were filled with vivid nightmares, apparitions, and an insatiable hunger for all things eerie, ritualistic, and macabre.
The deosil world of school, forced socializing, and rationality was really overwhelming to me, so I suppose burying my head in books about werewolves, ghosts, and burial customs was initially a type of refuge. Eventually, however, these passions opened doors into profound realms of metaphysics and enabled me to explore the nature of reality (even if it is purely my own reality).Are you as inspired by gothic fiction as I believe you might be?
Gothic Horror truly was one of my touchstones. It entered my life at an early, formative stage and struck such a powerful chord that it continues to yield a great deal for me to this day. This inspiration is partly aesthetic (the imagery and ambiance of the Gothic has always been deeply congenial to me) and partly spiritual. After all, Gothic Horror was an outgrowth of old world folklore and Spiritist beliefs, so naturally the genre carries with it a sense of those ancient Mysteries.
Fear in general is a powerful force that can reveal when one has reached the threshold of Becoming, of fuller consciousness.
Horror is the bitter pill we are required to swallow if we wish to awaken from the indulgent illusions of maya.
To quote Bhagavan Sri Ramana, “when we are dreaming of pleasant things we do not awake; but we do as soon as we see visions of a frightful nature.”Are you a full-time writer professionally or do you pursue it as a secondary endeavor?
While I certainly consider writing to be my vocation, I do not depend on it for my livelihood. The unfortunate reality is that it is extraordinarily difficult to earn one’s keep through the written word. But, truth be told, I prefer the freedom that comes with not being dependent upon the popularity and profitability of my books. I can simply focus on creating work that I feel is important and evocative.
The impetus for The Moribund Portal was a dream encounter that arrived unbidden and apropos of nothing. Prior to this I hadn’t harboured any real interest in the gallows or its attendant folklore and certainly hadn’t been contemplating these things in any way. The dream therefore impacted me greatly because of its fullness, oddness, and specificity, so much so that when I jolted awake it was clear to me that I’d experienced a genuine Spirit encounter and felt compelled to flesh it out in some form of text.
This led to a yearlong endeavor of praxis, research, and reflection. The abundance of synchronicities and significances that emerged during that year served to further authenticate my experience.
I was very fortunate to have Daniel A. Schulke at Three Hands Press as my editor. He was extraordinarily supportive of this project and encouraged me to stay true to the Spirit-inspiration at every turn.Your writing is quite poetic and beautifully painted. Was that your intent based on the subject at hand or is that a product of your own style?
Thank you for the compliment. I would say that my prose has what I hope is a distinctive voice that manifests in both my fiction and non-fiction. It is a voice born of many years of constant writing as well as spiritual exploration.
I believe that language can evoke a trance-like state in he reader, can give certain metaphysical principles context and a vital, palpable reality.
Poetic language, with its paradoxes, its imagism, and defiance of linear thought, can be a vehicle for Gnosis.Can you provide an overview of the concept of Spectral Resonance?
Ostensibly, it is a phenomenon that arises when one achieves a state of void-like timelessness and receptivity. Past and present achieve a harmonic, a resonance that allows the living to engage with the dead and vice-versa.Your book refers to the “Otherworld” quite extensively as a metaphorical premise that ties directly to the phenomena that occurs at the gallows. Can you define that term for the readers and how it differs from say, the idea of Heaven?
Heaven and similar afterworlds are remote, transcendentalist, final. And while the Otherworld may exist outside the everyday world, it is only just outside. It permeates Nature, reveals itself to us via Dream and vision, and infuses our lives with the vital numinous and with the presence of the dead. The Otherworld and the realm of the flesh are intimately connected.You write that, our world is “perennially haunted.” Can you expound a bit on that idea and how it relates and supports your thesis on portals, the Otherworld and the gallows?
True Initiation has nothing to do with learning obscure words, collecting degrees, or adopting outlandish theories of the universe. Instead it is rooted in piercing through one’s own skewing illusions and beliefs with the aim of experiencing reality as it is, which is paradoxical, strange, and vaster than a materialist view could ever convey.
There is a common misconception that Spirits and deities reserve manifesting for those who undertake elaborate rituals. But in my opinion, the entire world is a haunted house.
The past still radiates through the lens of the now. Spirits abound. Initiation is a matter of becoming better attuned to this deeper reality. The doors to this haunted house are everywhere.
Your book is largely about a phenomena or experience of an “in-betweenness,” that allows the living to connect or see into the world of the spectral, extra-physical realm. Are these cross-overs that occur built into reality by divine intent, or is it almost a unintended hiccup of the operating system?
In my experience they are woven into the fabric of life, but very subtly. These threads are on the fringes of the everyday. They might feel like hiccups when they first occur, but I’d suggest that this is only because our attentions have been on other things. Cultivating in-betwenness requires a re-alignment of one’s own perceptions from the gross to the subtle. This can be far more difficult than it sounds.Would you like for more people to have these experiences themselves, or simply to become more aware of their existence?
I would like to people to realize their actual nature, whatever that may be, to live more deliberately and deeply, to comprehend that they are upon a living planet, rather than simply chaining themselves to the frenetic, materialistic, soulless machine of modernity because that is more convenient or pleasurable.You make a great point about modernity and perhaps the way in which we have become calloused against the spirit realm, almost as if our post Enlightenment tech and philosophy has programed it out of our channels, if you will. How serious a problem is this for those of us who would like to be more “tuned-in?”
It is an obstacle, but one that can be overcome. A very simple first step would be to unplug, to quiet one’s mind, to seek some solitary time in the wilderness and place one’s attentions there.You write about and draw into your work the myths and pantheons of cultures as diverse as the Hindus, Christians, the Norse and more. How do you personally view the coexistence of all the great many spiritual systems? Do they all line up next to each other like so many countries on a map; all equally relevant and real?
Almost every religious or mystical tradition has at least some trace of the Real under its umbrella. Oftentimes this trace can be found in the darker or heretical offshoots of the dominant school. And, of course, whatever numinous core a tradition might have can (and often does) become distorted, buried under political or social detritus, or simply forgotten.
The more humanistic a tradition becomes, the more diluted it becomes. But if one digs deeply enough, they find metaphysical principles that speak of the Real, often with startling directness.How would you describe your own spiritual tendency and what that looks like operationally?
It really depends on the type of work I am engaging in. My ongoing praxis involves Dream, meditative practice, the cultivation of trance states, and regular work with specific Spirits and deities.Do you practice with a lineage or are you solitary in your work?
I hold no formal memberships and therefore the bulk of my of my work is solitary, at least in terms of other people. However, I’m also fortunate enough to have a small, dedicated circle with whom I work and correspond with frequently.What mythic/religious framework has the largest influence on how you see and navigate the world?
No specific external mythic/religious framework has ever hewed perfectly with my own. If it had, I would likely have dedicated my spiritual pursuits to the study and observance of that single framework. Instead I’ve always found myself to be something of a maverick. My framework is almost entirely informed by my own direct experiences with the Otherworld, which reaches me through a variety of means (fellow esotericists, art and literature, Dream, my own Spirit work, et cetera).
Most of the thinkers and artists I admire most were themselves outsiders. I’ve always resonated with things that carry with them that perfume of Elsewhere, that palpable sense of the uncanny, of Otherness. This cannot be faked. One has either wandered the Land of Nod or they have not.You describe a “transcendentalist cosmology” throughout the book, perhaps best embodied by the Christian doctrine. That dualist metaphysics contradicts the nature of the laws of the Gallows as you present it. Can you explain why that is?
As I mentioned earlier, the flesh and the soul are intimately connected. Separating them seems to be the essence of transcendentalist cosmologies. My own interests have always resided in the subterranean that infuses the material realm with intimations of the cosmic soul.You use a term that I’m quite excited by - “gnostic-pagan.” What does that mean to you and what is its historical basis?
Gnostic Paganism is a term that reflects a unique perspective on the Mysteries. Its historic roots can be found in the old Cults of Pan, in Romanticism, and in the works of philosophers such as Novalis, Ludwig Klages, and Goethe, to name but a few. In more recent times, esotericists and valued friends like David Beth, Jessica Grote, and Craig Williams have resurrected the term, so to speak.
Conventional Gnosticism (I realize I’m painting in broad strokes here, so forgive me), tends to regard the flesh and material world as a trap, one that must be transcended in order to achieve communion with the monad. Gnostic Paganism, however, sees the soul as infusing the material realm with Eros and strangeness.
In my opinion, what distinguishes Gnostic Paganism from basic nature worship is that there is a trying/testing element to this. Honouring the cycle of the seasons or the agrarian deities is one thing. Searching for depth experiences, for those doors to the Otherworld, is something else again.Why is the mythical “thief” archetype so symbolically potent?
As I explain in The Moribund Portal, the mythical thief, like the Fool, should be examined more deeply than the simple idea of them being a bandit who steals riches. Perhaps they are the only just figure in a world that seems lawful and orderly but is in truth utterly corrupt. Perhaps the treasure that the thief has stolen is not literal, but symbolic.
What if, like the crazy wisdom of the Fool, the thief has stolen spiritual power? There is an archetypal precedent for such a theory. Prometheus, after all, stole the fire from the gods to give it to humanity. So thievery and sorcery have a long but obscured relationship.
Heinrich Fueger, 1817 - Prometheus Brings Fire to Mankind
Partially, yes. But borders in general suggest order, symmetry, the illusion of safety. Home and community can be wonderful things, but they can also stifle and tempt one to ignore the deeper nature. Their safety is illusory. To face the real means coming to grips with the fact that borders do not truly exist. Borderlands represent the edge, the fray, the thin place where the defined world touches another.The idea of haunted spaces obviously plays a large role in the book. What’s the most spectrally potent place you’ve ever visited and experienced?
It’s difficult to say, primarily because I spend a good deal of my life seeking out forlorn spaces --- woodlands, old houses, marshes, cemeteries. Also, my storyteller’s mind is constantly working. I find I’m able to extract nightmarish imagery out of even the most mundane or idyllic of settings.
Oftentimes this process occurs instantaneously, with the place revealing some its own shadows. More than once after completing a story I’ve “happened upon” some obscure historical tidbit which reveals that my tale was more rooted in fact than I’d realized.In the US, we probably think of the north eastern coast near Salem as being ground-zero for gallows in connection with the witch trails. What though do you think of the deep south with so many lynchings that took place during the slave and Jim Crow era? Could those locations hold this resonant power that you write about?
It’s certainly possible. But I should stress here that The Moribund Portal’s focus is that of the esoteric underpinnings and folklore of the gallows. It is the-Hanging-Place-as-liminality, such as the way it is glyphed in The Hanged Man card in Tarot or the mythic figure of Odin, for instance.
The book is not designed for those who wish to enjoy grisly historical details or who are looking for some sort of commentary on social injustices. That being said, I would imagine that the pain and awfulness in the places you mention is so great that some vestiges likely remain.These premises hinge on those people who actually have the ability to see into or sense these extra-physical realms. Do you see that ability as being a gift one is born with or can anyone develop it?
Seership may be something for which one has an innate knack, but it will only flourish with practice. And seership is only one skill among many. Some Spiritists may work with fetiches, others may speak with the Dead, or have spirit guides. There are many ways to access the Otherworld. None, however, flourish of their own accord. All require some form of endeavour and discipline.Where did the idea of a “Hand of Glory” come from?
As with many sorcerous tools and techniques, the Hand of Glory’s origins are difficult to pinpoint. The 18th century grimoire Petit Albert details some of its reputed powers and the uses to which it was commonly put (stunning witnesses, picking locks, et cetera). My research also revealed a linguistic connection between the French term “main de gloire” and “mandragora,” the mandrake or gallows root. So, the marriage between the Hand of Glory and the gallows is a rich one.
Why is “Fylgja” such an import notion in relation to the Moribund Portal? Is it a stretch to correlate that idea to Tibetan Tulpas?
The Fylgja are important because they are what might be described as the “Otherworld counterpart” to a living individual. One’s Fylgja is one’s Fetch, their astral Double. In my experience, it is one’s Fylgja that forges many inroads into that Otherworld.
Does the Fylgja relate to the Tulpas? No. Tulpas are the result of accreted thought, a residual side-effect of mental activity. The Fylgja exist independently of the brain. They are active regardless of whether or not one is aware of (or even believes in) them.When addressing the idea of “Wyrd” you clarify that is more than mere fate that is fixed. What sources do you derive your understanding of it and how is it much more expansive?
People tend to perceive fate and free will as an either/or paradigm. Some people believe that the human will alone is what the mighty draw upon to forge their ideal life. On the other hand, there are those who believe that everything is pre-determined and that they should simply wait and allow manifest destiny.
Wyrd slithers between these two extremes. It suggests that one is indeed free to choose their own deeds, but at the same time there is a gale of ancestral powers and intuitions that can aid one’s journey if they acknowledge these things and put this wind at their back, so to speak.
In terms of source material, Dr. Stephen E. Flowers remains the leading authority on the Nordic Mysteries and I urge anyone interested in the subject to obtain some of Dr. Flowers’s many books.One of my favorite aspects of the book is a comparison between the Biblical Moses and Odin of the Nordic tradition. Can you share a bit of that here?
In some respects, the dichotomy between Moses and Odin is akin to that of Apollo and Dionysus; one is solar/logical, the other is lunar/chthonic. Moses ventured to an arid mountaintop and received the Word; a literal set of textual commandments to which the holy must adhere if they wish to receive favour with the monad.
Odin sacrificed himself upside upon a tree to partake of the subterranean powers of Wyrd. What he returned with were not laws but runes; symbolic embodiments of the Mysteries that Initiates would have to probe by themselves.
So as you can see, one model is didactic, the other Initiatory. I delve more deeply into this comparison in the book.How does the throat and throat chakra with its spiritual implications tie into the sensation of choking, or actual death by hanging?
Vishudda purifies. It is lunar in nature and relates also to creativity and dreaming, to name but a few. I’ll leave it to your readers to contemplate how the cinching of this chakra might alter one’s psycho-physical complex.What do you make of the number of recent celebrity suicides by hanging? (Especially with so many more painless or quicker means available.)
It is unfortunate. Beyond that, I really have no comment.You make note of the secularization of our modern age and the consequent alienation from the sublime Other. Technology and science are pointed to as some of the instigators of this shift in belief. With both of those things only growing in prominence and societal reliance, where do you see us going as a species?
I suspect that we will eventually attempt to colonize other planets and undertake more extreme forms of space travel. But as Joseph Campbell wisely pointed out, even if you can travel to the far reaches of the galaxy, you are still taking your body along with you.
Human beings have a strange obsession with shunning the flesh, they tend to view the Earth as a place we were dropped into. The reality is, we came out of this world, we are part of it. The ability to flee from it in a metal ship will change nothing about the human condition.You express some strong ideas about the path of initiation and the difference between intellectual fascination with the esoteric and the painful riggers of sacrifice you feel is a request for gnosis.
Yes. This is because I believe that intellectual prowess is no guarantor of wisdom. Theories can be opulent and iron-clad and can win many a debate about the meaning of life, but if these discussions are rooted solely in theoretical knowledge they have no great merit. Testing one’s self and shattering comforting illusions is the essence of Becoming.Do not the trials, tribulations and challenges of life itself (perhaps inflicted by the Demiurge and its forces) weigh in on the evolution of personal consciousness? Does initiation have to be defined by the bold and extreme acts of sacrifice taken on or instigated through a formal initiatory society?
I think so long as people compartmentalize aspects of their being, life will impede Initiation. Likewise, so long as people deliberately fill their lives with as much frenetic activity and commitments (most of which are dedicated toward material gain or cementing one’s social stature), life will impede Initiation.
The extremity of the sacrifice will vary depending on how completely one has become entangled in a life that is antithetical to the subtle receptiveness of Spiritism or the reflective rigors of magical Initiation. All things come at a cost.
It really boils down to what one is seeking, what they hold dear. If Initiation means nothing to them but self-aggrandizement or garnering some kind of sinister or odd reputation, their Initiation will not yield them much beyond those superficialities.There is something of a practice that you describe if one was interested in pursuing the Otherworld for themselves. But there is also a forewarning of seemingly potential danger. Does this have to do with mental doors that open up to visions and voices in the mind or to actual external, material conditions of the individual?
Both.If an individual lives outside of an initiatory society and is interested in pursuing the depths of spirit contact you write about, what are some core practices for a solitary that can build a bridge to enhanced intuition or sensitivity in that regard?
I’m always a bit reluctant to offer anything like a prescription for Initiatory undertakings simply because what has been effective for me may be useless to you.
But as a general rule I would say go to those places that give you an eerie feeling. Venture there alone, spend some time there in silent contemplation.
Drink in the ambience of the place. You may wish to bring a coin or some small offering to the Spirits that might inhabit that place. When the time feels right, make your offering and bid the Spirits to join you.Wrapping things up, what projects do you have on the horizon for the remainder of the year and beyond?
At this juncture I am working on some new supernatural stories, as well as enjoying the emergent feeling that occurs when my next obsession has not yet fully seized me. Once the next project begins to gain traction, I’m sure I’ll be off the radar once again, working on that, whatever it may be.______________________________________________________________________________
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